Ok so this isnt really the 1st day of this journey but I just felt like I needed to keep a record. A way to remind myself where I came from, the sweat and tears involved in the whole journey and maybe to even encourage someone else!
I dont really remember exactly what day it was that I had my "meltdown/breakthrough" but it was sometime around my birthday ( Feb. 1st). I was looking at pictures I'd just gotten uploaded from Christmas and was mortified. Its hard enough to look at yourself in the mirror but when you see a picture and see yourself from other people's perspectives...well lets just say it was an eye opener. I'm not sure how I let this get so out of control, well of course I have an idea of things that contributed to it ( stress, pregnancies back to back, etc.) but I never could've imagined myself getting to the weight that I'm at. For goodness sakes, I wear almost thirty pounds more today then when I gave birth to my third child....sheesh. So embarrassing as this may be to bare my soul and my numbers LOL I am willing to do it if it helps me reach my goal!
I am determined to look better and fell better in my 30's then ever in my life!!!!!!
So here we go! The journey begins.......
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